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Monday, August 04, 2008, 4:36 PM
okays, warning: this is a wordy post.& i only realize it after i typed everything. so yahs, dont read it if you feels bored. shall update abt today first.(: hmms, pe was alright. because, i didnt manage to retest my s&r. so it was a happy news for me!:D because, i cant stretch.;x ohyahs,during pe, meizi go carry me lahs! so lols lahs!;x then geog.woahs! time passes very fast. because we only filling the blanks.(: then, recess!:D lanlan & guekchee joined us again!:D yayness!:D then after recess,miss ker didnt come cause of invigilating i think? but, we need to do compo!): was kinda sianed off by something. but, ohwells, i shall get used to it since it wasnt the first time.(: then,eng,thought miss lee didnt come. who knows, she did! so didnt manage to do chi hwk. then reading period lorhs. read till halfway want to die alrdy. then me and meizi lying @ there.lols. chiayi kana caught by miss lee cause she do her compo. then miss lee say she abused her lesson. however,due to my lousy ears, i didnt manage to hear it. hence, there was alot of repeating.;x then chem, copy notes and stuffs. then physics,practical. after that, got to know that compo can pass up tomorrow!:D thanks to kayfun!:D hahah.super happy alright!:D so headed for home!:D that's all abt today i guess?;x boring uhs. ;x my fav. show ended ytd!): the 11am-1pm one! ytd last episode leis.but, nevermind cause i manage to watch it.(: yesterday also nothing much happened. just that im chionging my work. then night time want use com one. but, you see, my com didnt liked me.): so i didnt managed to use it.): & hence, i went to sleep @ ard 10 plus? but, i managed to sleep only @ 1 like that. that's the consequences of sleeping late too often!;x hais, seems like more people know abt _ & _ thing? i really really dk what to do uhs. the more i wanted to do something, the more wrongs i did. im really really tired of all these. can somebody please help & save me?:X these few days arent going smoothly for me. i've grown fatter,more pimples appeared,& im super stressed over _&_ thing& i guess i having some kind of moodswing? sorry to friends if you are the victims of my moodswing uhhs. sorry. ahhhhhs! i guess, im going crazy sooner or later. & it seems like, everything had changed alot? & i guess im really stupid to have only realized it after so long? maybe, keeping myself busy with studies,shows and music might be a good thing? ohwells,whatever happens, life still goes on.that's what i know. im super duper pissed after coming with my mum just now. although i know i cant just jump into conclusions anyhow. but, at least, more than 50% im sure it was you. i tell you something, you sucks. today shall be the official day where i will treat you as a total stranger & my hatred to you. do you still have any liang xin?oh, i forget, you didnt! when im young, i didnt know anything. but as i grow older, i knew what's going on okays. although im the youngest & seems like im the most rebellious in my family,& im the most naughty one,i know what exactly is happening okays! you once cause something to happened.& im glad that it was alright. you were the cause of the problem for dont know how many times! nevermind for that. because you are my elder, i MUST respect you. okays, fine. but,seriously, i CAN tell you. YOU are part of my _ death. though after the funeral, you didnt even show any concern. it's okays,because we dont need it!save your crocodile tears. & yes, i still respect you.but now, i tell you, you are a TOTAL STRANGER to me. dont blame me for all these, because this is your own cause. i just hope that you wont appear in front of me. because i dk what i will do to you. if i cant control myself, i believe i will take a chopper. but, i know i wont. because it's not worth for me to do that. i didnt want to show my anger to you in front of my mother just now. because, i knew by doing that, she will be more angry. & due to her health, i dont want anything to happen. seriously,i really feel that it's not worth for my _ to do all those things. especially when most of the time it's you who approach him! you seriously sucks.& did you know that,my_ never rejects any request you asked? even if it's beyond what he can do?you drove me to hate you. anyways,i dont think you care abt it.your WIFE once said something, but i wouldnt say it here. but, i tell you, we shall see what's the outcome. i believe it will be the opposite of what she said. & i believe that all these that you have done, you WILL get your retribution.i would waste my time and energy being angry with you or what. i believe everything is fair & you will get the price for doing all these things! |